love this song <3
14048.) As much as i wanna believe that things are gonna change between us i know there not. no matter how much i cry, talk or even think about you. its still not going to replace all the pain in my heart.
i mean everyday i see you looking at me and i wonder why? why does he have to put me through all this pain. i wanna believe that me and you will actually have a chance together. but i know its nver going to happen, but i wanna know if we can still be friends but you wont let me get that opportunity. i mean we used to be such great friends but now its like we’re complete strangers, and i don’t want that to happen through out the school, i want to yo to be my best friend forever., but seems like you don’t even care to give a try. you put in a really confusing situation. and right now i’m going to through a lot, and your the only one who understands me but we’re not even talking. i don’t know if this is the end of our friendship i’m hoping its not, but than again hope doesn’t always work. i just want you to understand what i’m going through.
this perfectly fits me right now. i used to be close with my best friend erich and over the summer i told him i was pregnant with my ex bf’s baby who he completely hates. so were barely talking now. i dont know why this is because if we were just friends it shouldnt matter. this makes me think he wants to be something more but hes got a gf so i dont know what to think of the situation. he knows im not with the babys dad so it shouldnt matter. i miss him so much. we used to be together everyday until we drifted apart. he used to know everything about me and he was the one person i could tell everything too and i was the one person he could tell everything too. i guess i just miss him and i have faith we will be friends again because we still do talk every now and then and i know he cares for me like i care for him. </3
@2 years ago
“Why give people the satisfaction of letting them get the best of you, when you can clearly see; they envy you. You should feel bad that they are pathetic enough to want to live their lives through your downfall. People are too weak to follow their own dreams and will find every way possible to try and discourage yours. Its a natural thing, dont curse it, bless it, because these pathetic mother fuckers encourage my conceit.” -Nicole Richie.
@2 years ago
